New love

I have a new love. KALE!

I'm really REALLY tired. I never used to have dark circles under my eyes... but I'm developing some in the dark room... well it's actually not dark or I would be sleeping. Wordplay fail. I'm too tired to do this. I know why famous people go off the deep end... because they try to create masterpieces for insatiable appetites... or worry about numbers instead of quality.

It's sick. But it's inside us all.

I like being my own crazy self. I'm sitting here in bed with a clean, delicious smelling house that is sheltering two people... one person I never met until today. It's grand. I sliced myself good trying to cut the butternut squash though. I should really have a little memo that I wake up to every day that says something like. RELAX you don't have to save the world! I should get a husband to tell me that every day. Hahahaha. That is one of the higher priorities on my list of husbandly qualities. Must be... calm, laid back, chill, relaxed, easygoing...

But I didn't choose to write a blog to sigh about the qualities I want in a man. When the right one turns up... he'll surprise me I'm sure. Some wise book told me rather unromantically... that heartache is similar to a toothache. You can get over it. Some people wonder why single people are so busy... I think that being busy is one of the best ways to "get over it". Other people accuse us of using busy to avoid the problem or run from the quiet. But I think idleness only produces moodiness... and I would much rather be busy in my acts of charity provided I remember it's no substitute for the peace of God's presence.

Which I'm now going to enjoy.
Night